Wow, I'm glad that this week is over. I feel better tonight, but the fatigue this week has been a little much. Plus, within a 24 hour period two "helpful" people thought they needed to tell me that since with my new drug I am feeling so much better I should be able to work at least part-time... I love people. That was the last thing I needed to hear this week.
Things like that really upset me. If I could work, I would. And I do work as much as I can between skating and auditing charts.
Dan reminded me that we already set a threshold for returning to work, when I am able to feel good for one month, keep all commitments for that month, drive myself everywhere in that same month and be able to work 20 hours per week for one month, then we will talk about the trial work program that my disability has. Until then, no dice.
It still drives me crazy when people say that to me! Oh, let me add one to Dan's list, when I can clean my house in one day, and not pay for it the two following days!!!!
When I can work for four hours straight and not have to come home and sleep for three hours straight and then get up and go to bed and sleep for 8 more hours straight!
Well, now I feel a little bit better. Thanks for letting me vent!!