Dan's worried. I don't look so good. He keeps looking at me real funny. I finally asked him what is going on, why do you keep looking at me like that. He told me because I haven't looked this bad except four years ago. I said I'd just had a heart attack 4 years ago. He said, that's my point.

Not a good day at all. I went to SS and church. Dan didn't want to take me. I was very miserable about 1/2 way through the service.

I don't know what's going on. I do feel really, really bad. I'm just not sure what to do about it.

Dan says I haven't been quite the same since we stopped my meds for the those tests.

I'm definately in a pothole.